14 July, 2017
WHMP: 14 July 2017
Mum, Lachlan and I had a busy day today despite a very disrupted sleep for everyone involved. We head off at 9.30am to have coffee with one of Mum’s friends at the play cafe, had a lovely positive chat about my sleeve journey.
We then head off to do a spot of shopping and then realised it was 2pm and I had been very wayward with my nutriton and fluids and felt very flat and low on calories so topped up quickly until we got home and 3pm I had a knocked together quickly but still yummy and healthy lunch.
While we were out at the shops I bought myself a couple of discounted items. I bought a dress that I tried on for Karla’s wedding in a December. In December I couldn’t even get the biggest size over my boobs or bum. Today I bought a size smaller than I couldn’t fit into and if anything it’s a bit baggy in places!
I’m not really in a great place at the moment slightly overwhelmed with the long road that I still have in front of me and I often feel disheartened that even thought I have achieved so much already so quickly that the end goal still seems almost unachievable, unrealistic and so bloody far away!
I feel like I am stuck in a long and dark tunnel but these little glimmers of light do give me hope and keep leading me towards the end of the tunnel!